the big gloom 
Slipping in and out of an ice bath
no warmth, no life without
it’s too much
my arms, my legs are wood
unconscious trees
with roots deep in the ground
we will all be out, soon
an ocean ringed with tile
I know that’s not your style
but it certainly will be mine
If I can’t get this right
so, please
please
please release me
Can you hear my faintest breath, is it amplified
the number that I’ve become, will you put inside
I’ve got a message that I must relay
no, I can’t delay it one more day (it’s not going well)
it is desperate, can you relate
can you please, please relate? (I’m not holding up)
I am trapped, I’m stuck here (On this bathroom floor)
And I don’t have much more hope or pride
No air, No food (But I’m sure that I’m still alive)
No, I can’t say that I’m still alive
just open up your eyes, you dead ones (all ashes on the floor)
I will never need you more
just open up your eyes
you dead ones.